Void.

I had never been wanting something so badly in my life...

Never had this feeling, craving, the "why not?" feeling....
I always accepted what came to me naturally, without hassles, without any
extravagant efforts and nothing "awesome" in general.

But this time its different. I want it to happen and want it to happen
badly...too badly I can say !! What prompted this, that I don't know and even
I cant understand. Why this is happening is another big question for me. Its
complicated... Its really complicated.. heavily !!

Sometimes I feel its just a test...and I might as well get success in it.
Tests are supposed to be for something which you know. But in this case .. I
think, I am just heading into it without even a glimpse of the syllabus.
The more I think about it, the more confusing it gets.

Its been a pretty easy journey for me up till now... I mean comparatively,
yes, its been good. But this one thing, I am struggling a lot ..

I think it is going to be one hell of a journey...

I win it or lose it .. Only time will tell . But one thing is for sure .. I
am going to fight for it .. fight for it hard .. This one thing I have to
struggle for... and I will take it head-on !




P.S : - Now that you have read it, let the speculations begin and prevail !!!


dtd - 12/8/11